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right person wrong place wrong time wrong mindset wrong circumstances wrong-
my fav trope
#apart from its not a trope its my real life#has been since i was 12 lol#im so angsty and for WHAT#lana del rey#femcel#coquette#lana del rey aesthetic#coquette dollete#coquette girl#dollete aesthetic#female manipulator#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#hole band#girlblogging#hole#90s vibes#90s grunge#90s aesthetic#hyper femme#female rage#the female gaze#femme fatale#hyper feminine#female hysteria#divine feminine#cinnamon girl#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl
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"Do we have a deal?"
#billford#I had this idea at like 6pm bro. its fuckin 12:30 am rn. It was just a little idea now its fuckin 2 PAGES#sat and spent like 5 hours straight on this. i haven't been able to focus on ANYTHING for that long since before i stopped adderall bro 😭#toxic old man yaoi has me in a fucking chokehold girl i am NOT ok tf#gravity falls au#if you could call it an AU lol. the ''what if ford pulled a beauty and the beast'' AU#my art#art blog#gravity falls#bill cipher#bill x ford#bill x stanford#book of bill#stanford x bill#the book of bill#stanford#stanford pines#stan x bill#standford pines#gravity falls stanford#ford x bill#toxic old man yaoi#toxic yaoi#toxic old men yaoi#old man yaoi#billford fanart#billford au#billford comic#billford art#comic
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❄️Happy 10th anniversary of Frozen!❄️
#a couple days late but the 29th is the actual day I saw it!#I remember leaving that theater thinking ‘what did I just watch?’#it was so different from the trailers lol like I thought Elsa was gonna be bad#and then I saw it 4 more times in theater#on the 27th I watched Frozen for the 100th time (yes I have been counting since 2013)#so grateful with how much Frozen has given me#I was just 12 and so alone and misplaced and Frozen gave me direction#I drew this with an art block so it’s not my favorite but my sister liked so on the blog it goes anyways#frozen#elsa#anna#frozen 10th anniversary#snow sisters#my art#disney#here’s to the next 10 years and 2 movies 😵💫
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Red Dead Redemption 1
You find out that Bill went to Mexico for Javier's help
This is the name of the mission:
Kinda gay if you ask me 🤨🤨
#red dead redemption#javier escuella#bill williamson#willscuella#funny foreshadowing actually#ALSO I MISSED THIS GAME SO MUCH IT HAS BEEN LIKE LITERALLY 12 YEARS SINCE MY LAST RUN LOL LOL
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Ok fine, I'll change my icon and banner to zelda/lu related stuff, u win hyperfixation, u win
#sorry fire emblem followers and mutuals#the hyperfix is strong this time#i think it's kinda funny that I've been playing the zelda games since i was like idk 11? 12?#and have been making fanart/content for them for years#but never like this lmao#i did go through a strong albw phase back in 2014 were i only drew ravio hilda and link for months lol#but apart from that zelda has always been like a dormant interest#there but not overwhelming#until now#now I'm doomed it took like 10+ years but zelda finally got me and now i can't stop thinking about it lmao#miry's yapping
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#i don't know what the hell possessed me to make this at 4am but i did#this is so stupid and yet this is so funny to me why#whose gonna be the JohnnyCash to my ChonnyJash 💔#worst thing I've ever typed#i do not listen to Cash at all. only time is like on the radio & i havent heard him [that i know of] since i was like 10-12 & I am almost 2#21* lol#but maybe love can change that ❤ [says the guy who is very aroace]#chonny jash#moss posts#has this joke been made before???? i have no clue
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Welcome home Daisy of Midgar Farms ! How good it is to see you !🌼
#fields of mistria#it was such a hard choice between the bandana and the hair bow#but i went with the bandana because its soooo cute#also midgar farms has been the name of my farms forever#ever since i was like 12 lol#and what you dont see is my cat is always reno#my horse is always rude#and if i ever get a pup his name is cloud#just a creature of habit enforcing old rules lmao
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Creeksbrey Palace | Umbrage, SimDonia
Bria, of course, coordinates a private dress fitting for Olivia from one of her favorite Simerican designers. While there were some differing opinions on what Olivia should wear, after trying on a few pieces, Olivia says yes to the dress!
Transcript Under the Cut
Bria: Victoria! Thank you so much for coming. I know it’s a hassle getting everything over here.
Victoria: Oh, my Watcher. For you? No bother at all. I’m honored, Your Royal Highness.
Bria: You know Bria is fine, girl! You know most of the peanut gallery, except the bride’s mom - Grand Countess Esther.
Esther: Nice to meet you!
Bria: And, of course, the bride - Countess Olivia. Olivia, meet one of my favorite designers - Victoria Becksim!
Olivia: It’s so nice to meet you. Thank you so much for your help!
Victoria: Of course, darling. I’m happy to help. Let’s get started, shall we?
Bria: Are you burting with excitement as much as I am or is that just me?
Esther: I’m trying my absolute best not to cry.
Victoria: Alright, so I took everyone’s notes and here’s one of the designs we came up with. I believe it was you, Esther, that would love to see Olivia in something classic and traditional. So, tell me what you think.
Esther: Oh, I love it! It’s so elegant!
Bria: Uh... you don’t think it’s a little too elegant? Even the Watcher would show more skin than this.
Esther: Oh, I think it’s perfect. What do you think, Olivia?
Olivia: Uh... it’s nice, but I don’t think I’m in love with it.
Victoria: Alright, on to the next then one, love.
Victoria: Okay, this one was from Bria’s notes which were to have embellishments, make it a little sexy, and of course, have flair!
Bria: Okay! Don’t hurt ‘em, Liv! This is what we wanna see!
Esther: Uh.. I think that we’re seeing a little too much!
Ella: It’s certainly hard to miss.
Rose: You look like a princess, Olivia!
Olivia: Thank you. I don’t quite think this one’s my style, although it is beautiful.
Victoria: Alright, time for the one I’ve been most excited to show. This is from Olivia’s notes. Let’s try this one.
Victoria: Funnily enough, Miss Olivia actually had a best of both worlds moment. In her notes, she wanted something classic like Esther wanted yet with a flair that made her feel pretty, yet sexy like Bria wanted. And, here’s what we came up with.
Bria: Yep, here comes the waterworks. I think... I think this one’s it.
Esther tearful: Olivia, honey. You look absolutely beautiful.
Victoria: Now those are reactions we like. And the bride?
Olivia tearful: Victoria, I think this is the one.
Shoutout to @eslanes for her Victoria Beckham sim from her spice girls sims! She came in handy lol
#simdonia#chap 12#i'm realizing now that the bridemaids prob should've been there#but as you can imagine I shot this scene forever ago lol#before they were fleshed out#so we will pretend this is just extra private lol#also Liv clearly has been joining Bria on her workouts#I guess a requirement for being at the palace#since they are all jacked lol#sims of color#sims 4 story#sims 4 gameplay#ts4#royal sims#royal simblr#sim: ella#sim: rose#sim: esther#sim: olivia#sim: bria
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I recently decided to semi revive some of my crusty dusty splatoon ocs from when I was like 12, so here’s all of the goobers! Meet Cherry (she/her), Slosh (he/they), Egg (they/them), and Blast (she/they)
#keese draws#splatoon#splatoon oc#inkling#inkling oc#octoling#octoling oc#since they were from me being like 12 I. barely remember anything abt them.#I remember the most abt cherry and slosh but that basically amounts to their names and gender#the other two I only rember existing through vibes lol#anyways! I am never drawing splatoon weapons again! holy shit that fucking sucked!#on the bright side I got to mess around a bit with some hair style concepts I’ve been rotating in my head#also I’m still working on giving these guys an updated story but my basic idea is that they’re a professional tower control team that has#been facing some conflicts as of late due to them all getting old enough to start having aspirations outside of their team#cherry is from the domes but her parents left with her when she was around 10#blast went to the same school as her and the two became pretty close friends as selective mute buddies#then at some point cherry caught wind of this cool new sport called tower control and was like woahhh I wanna do that#so she just went up to the first person near the battle lobby she could find and was like hey how do I join?#and he got super excited since he has a reputation for being incapable of shutting up so someone willing coming up to him came as a shock#they showed her where to get weapons and how to join battles and the two became battle buddies real quick#this lead to blast getting super worried and anxious as she didn’t want to see her only friend get hurt or stolen from her#at which point cherry was like oh I know! why don’t you come battle with us?#and blast was like wait wait wait no what if I die and dont come back and then die again :[#they managed to come to a compromise for a while tho and eventually blast was able to just barely squish past her fear enough to start#being kind of interested in tower control as she had started watching the other two play#and while she was still anxious abt the idea eventually she sheepishly admitted she wanted to give it a try#and she ended up really liking it! so the three kept playing together#and eventually they started to feel more and more like an actual team and egg noticed#they had been scouting a team to join for a lil while now and after getting to play with the three quite a few times and getting on friendly#terms with them they were like hey what if we became like an actual team who do tournaments and stuff
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not that i haven't already been slackin on my fics but with barbie in my rearview i do need to let you all know that the MOMENT the new hunger games movie comes out this fall i will simply cease to function !!
#my existence since i was 12 has been a constant teetering over the edge of being an obnoxiously huge hunger games fan#and we're not stopping now boys !!!! catch me rereading on repeat !!!!!!#tbh reading the hg series is actually one of the only book series i can read 100000 times and it'll still give me inspo for writing LOL#and since our present is full dystopia at this point it's only more relevant!#hunger games girlies sound off!!#the hunger games#the hunger games: the ballad of songbirds and snakes#ellie talks
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human contradiction
a symbolic piece of jet set radio art that is so mired in headcanon/au stuff that the symbolism has no basis in canon and its halfway to nonsense. this is a picture of Beat
i actually had this art sitting around in my files for like half a year because i felt, like, Embarrassed to post this. but life is too short not to embrace the ouroboros of hypfix bullshit and i also want it out of my to post folder
bwaah
i dont even remember why i drew a bwaah of the Purely Metaphorical Cabbit Beat. whatever. bwaah
#jet set radio#beat jsr#jsr#jsr beat#FOR SOME EXPLANATION FOR TEH CURIOUS:#in me and my sibling's take on jsr (jet set radio paradox is wat we call it lol)#we ended up going with the ''beat is gouji's kid'' theory#(i know very uncharacteristic of me to just roll with a popular fanon theory like that. forgive me)#and like theres a lot i could say about that decision but whats relevant to this art#is that beat was doig a Lot of self-identity suppression until he ran away#he was like. worlds scariest 12 year old tbh.#ALSO weve associated beat with both rabbits and cats. so i guess Whatever. Cabbit#ugh beat of COURSE youre such a special boy you get to have a mythical creature fursona.#this is the second time a character has been assigned Cabbit for symbolic reasons. huh#Does this mean Gouji's secondary fursona (aside from a rhino) is a cat? Yes. I'm sorry#somewhere in the depths of pseud's files there is a gouji catboy drawing#this is such a low quality infodump but in my defense its been like 6 months since this drawing#there is more to this i do not remember how to put it into words.#the thoughts are not fresh in my mind.#i jast need to get this posted while im feeling brave so it doesnt rot.
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not everyone old is 2nd gen
just for the kpop girlies that see anyone OLDER THAN 25 and immediately categorize them as 2nd gen. STAWP PLS. know ur culture.
Just bc they've got 5 years under their belt does NOT mean they're 2nd gen. CMON PPL.
There's actually periods of CULTURAL SHIFTS (characterized by music show formats/structures, changing markers of 'success', structures of songs, pop culture at the time, technology development aka SNS, styling/HMU, methods of promo (aka variety shows) and debut year vs heyday years) that designate the DIFFERENT ERAS.
(another indicator is military enlistment timing, but that's wacky now given the variety of age debuting now)
GEN BREAKDOWN BELOW:
2nd gen: 2005-2009
Significant moments: this essentially encapsulates what that era was like (the end-of-year award show collabs to end ALL EOY award shows collabs; you wont ever see such glorious unhinged shit like this again lmaooo)
GROUPS representative: SuJu, SHINee, 2PM/2AM, B2ST, 4Minute, KARA, T-ara, SNSD, Brown Eyed Girls, Big Bang, 2NE1 , MBLAQ, Wonder Girls, Secret
EXAMPLE: Debut yr VS Heyday yrs: TVXQ debuted in 2003, but I wrote 2005 bc with the combination of other groups in 05-06 is when the golden era really started to establish itself in popularity domestically and internationally.
How do they promote? Shows like Star King, Strong Heart, Star Golden Bell, Happy Together (in the sauna), Family Outing, Dream Team (and Xmen if we're going back 1st-2nd gen mix). TV Variety shows are the bread! and! butter! of whether your group will make or break it in the industry. You gotta get on these shows, you gotta be funny and witty, you gotta make an impression to get your name out there! There's several idols who've talked about nervously needing to do well in their debut on xmen or star king, and feeling like they had to impress Kang Hodong (etc). That's bc there was barely any other way to promote. Idols of this time are known as all-around entertainer (manneung entertainer), bc they had to do it all, e.g. leeteuk, eunhyuk, wooyoung, sunny, sooyoung, yuri, jo kwon, daesung
2.5 gen: 2010-2012
Truly like middle children, 2.5 gen groups debuted/worked in that amorphous time where times were in transition. They're like millennials, old enough to know cassette tapes, but young enough to know the first smartphone.
GROUPS representative: SISTAR, INFINITE, BTOB, APINK, EXID, VIXX, BAP, miss A, B1A4, Teen Top
REMEMBER WHEN: there was a huge online fanwar, INTENSE competition btwn EXO and BAP for the Rookie of the Year award from MAMA, fans were absolutely. incensed! Voting day and night, creating voting strategies, accusing the others of rigging/cheating, and when the time came....... Busker Busker won. LOL. International fans were dumbfounded, me included HAHAH. But we didn't know that busker busker was/is a HIT in SK.
How do they promote? 2.5 groups start not appearing on Strong Heart/Star King/Star Golden Bell as much; that's how I differentiate from 2nd and 2.5 gen (and it's WHY there is a 2.5 gen) bc you don't see 2.5 groups on those older shows that were dominated by 2nd gen groups. Like, Kang Hodong wouldve loved btob on star king, and they were on, but star king was over the hill at that point. The shift in these variety shows as promo starts here.
3rd gen: 2012-2017
Significant moments: korean news channels characterized the leaders in this era as "EBS", an acronym (it's an educational TV news channel's name) to summarize EXO, BTS, Seventeen (that's why I put exo here not in 2.5)
GROUPS representative: EBS (above), Twice, Oh My Girl, Mamamoo, Red Velvet, BlackPink
SNS: technology CHANGED RAPIDLY! We got Vlives, we got expansion of ways for idols to connect and directly speak to fans
HEYDAY: these are the groups enjoying their HEYDAY now! As in, they've got the experience, the money, the established fandom, and the respect-on-their-name (cough seniority cough)
How do they promote? We start seeing something call VLive, where fans can watch their own idol on their phone via a livestream, leaning into the individual parasocial connection. There's less Strong Heart and Star King, and more emphasis on the creation AND expansion of groups' OWN variety content. Instead of relying on variety shows (aka TV), they now can use youtube and create their own variety shows. Also, SNS starts!
4th gen: 2018-2024, WE ARE HERE CURRENTLY-
Significant markers: SNS era: the ACCESS is wild, online fan meetings, 1:1 fan calls (!?!?!!)
GROUPS representative: NCT, Stray Kidz, ATEEZ, GIDLE, IVE, Le Serafim, NewJeans (honestly I'd almost put them in 5th gen given how young theyve started, how far they could still go)
EXAMPLE: nct debuted 2017 but didnt really hit their public stride until a few years later, so they're currently in their heyday now in this gen era. and young as hell SHEESH.
How do they promote? Idols are allowed to/get to create their OWN social media accts now! SNS is heavily factored in when considering promotion and business strategy. Individual and group content now is a MUST: youtube, tiktok, insta, weibo, douyin, all the apps. Promotions emphasize internet methods rather than tv variety shows, so unless they have a variety-trained/-passionate member, it's much rarer to see kpop groups guest on a show. VLive unfortunately dies and we see the rise of Weverse, and BTS/kpop global recognition, and along with them: the marvelization of kpop (cough hybe-zation cough)
5th gen: 2024(?)-? BUT RAPIDLY MOVING HERE?
depending on how culture shifts and how technology develops, we could be going into a new era soon (now??), though as I've emphasized, it's more than just time and debut year, generations are marked by cultural shifts (whether it's environmental, music genre sound, or fandom practice).
GROUPS representative: TWS, Baby Monster, (idk anymore they're too young for me) I believe ppl look to/label NewJeans as the forerunner for the future (they were even on TIME mag)
How do they promote? Unfort, the trend of kpop idols being trained to be influencers rather than entertainers is real heavy right now, and might get more emphasized. Again this is a product of the changing times: as mentioned in the 3rd gen point about variety shows not being their main avenue of promos- idols now just aren't trained as much on variety skills bc they can get their popularity/recognition in other ways. Like you'll still see IVE on Knowing Bros, bc variety shows are still critical to the general korean populace's recognition meter, but they aren't there for the variety factor. Whereas older gen idols had to be variety-trained (that's why so many of them also work as show MC's now bc they have the skillset) bc variety shows were the main way to get their names out there and make sure their group doesn't fail. Nowadays, it's possible to focus promo online and not have the group fail, but it wasn't back then.
#kpop#2nd gen#who am i even#good question thats for asking im a 12 year long kpop fan#its been wild to witness the changes in kpop#so much has changed#and i just need to RANT Lmaooo#ive accrued so much knowledge and observations over the years#its just BURSTING out to be heard somewhere#what my credentials? i been in it since 2011 and im a passionate nitpicker and self proclaimed rabbit holer#meaning i fixate on something and will research the hell out of it#in this essay i will#and truly i did ok this is now my thesis lol can i get phd in kpop
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Also I got my essay exam back today. Full points!!! Which was a surprise bc my 4th essay was definitely lower quality than the other three (bc I rushed it), but still good enough to get full points!!!!
Makes me wonder what that other one I spied being a 1 was like 🤔🤔🤔 bro was NOT good at writing I guess.
#speculation nation#weird grading scale. each essay was rated 0 thru 3. 0 being Real Bad or just plain wrong.#1 being Okay. 2 being Good. and 3 being Excellent. according to what my professor explained.#and all the points for all 4 essays were totaled. so since i got 3s on all 4 i got 12/12 points.#but he also said it's not like percentage based for the grades. 3s earn As 2s earn Bs and 1s earn Cs. presumably.#so even if u got a 4/12 thats not failing. still not very good tho.#i realized when i was writing that it really has been a while since ive done a proper essay. im a techie not a literature student.#i do scientific reports so much more than fucking Essays.#i tried to dust off the old skills tho and i guess i did pretty good overall. tho i wonder. it feels like he was pretty lax in grading.#bc im being honest my last essay was Not Good in structure. i was rushing bigtime. i just wanted it done.#but i guess bc i answered all the questions and was generally good at diction (creative writing Does help with this)#it was still good enough to be a 3. which makes me So Curious how bad that person did to get a 1......#i only caught a peek when i was grabbing mine. couldnt look too in depth.#ALSO THO tuesday's presenter got a 7.6 As Opposed To my 8.6!!! professor gave them a 7 (as opposed to my 8)#which makes me feel a little better about how i did. (this scale out of 9 lol). bc like. i did better than them at least!!#felt a lil bad for today's presenter. she was clearly getting kind of frazzled. it rly is hard to present for an hour.#we write out critiques for every presentation. stuff we liked and stuff we didnt. unfortunately i had criticisms to give 😔#but i try to sandwich it with good things too. so it's not All bad things. i still feel bad critiquing them#but such is the review expectations. i try to at least be fair about it.#(to clarify. grades arent announced to the class. i just sit right up front near where he puts the papers and im Nosy lol)
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#haven't been active at all cos i have been struggling worse than ever LOL#i feel like only half of my brain is active and it is NOT the good half#i am really really trying like i am trying so so hard to better myself and my life and things in general and it justtttt#never feels like i am ever ever ever cut any slack or given a break by the universe atp like it has just been idk 12+ years of HELL !!!!!!!#and the type of hell changes but it is always bad i have felt sad every day of my life since i was about 10 and i'm now 25#even if i have the happiest best of days my brain will still make me sad the second i'm alone or the second night falls#anyway it's mb a good sign that i managed to come on here for a lil happy happy scroll :) but we'll see ig xxxx love u guys#i
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I choose to do all my stories in english for some reasons, but this doesn't stop me from thinking about what language and accent my characters talk with (for the stories that take place in real world)
Since they all take place where i live, my ocs either talk in reunionese creole or in french, most reunionese understand french well, however people who don't speak reunionese creole can struggle to understand it especially with a strong accent
So i have in mind how all my ocs talk.. maybe i'll make a post about it later
#my relationship with reunionese creole always has been complicated#im half reunionese and despite the 15 years we spent here my mom doesn't talk creole at all#so i can't speak it at home and i don't really speak to anyone else#i use to when i was seeing my father's family but that hasn't been the case since years#and i had my mother and brothers making fun of me for talking in creole when i was 12-13#which is so fucked up lol#also you don't really have the right to talk in reunionese creole in class#again really fucked up
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Not pictured: the pretty acorn woodpecker who was yelling at me while I took these lol
#okioki last ones#I did SO MUCH WORK these last two days on the house#I’m beat#but I still found time to try and feel pretty today#I think I’m gonna add some more blonde to the sides of my hair#but otherwise I’m REALLY vibing with this color combo#which is funny because blonde is my natural color#and I’ve always hated it#my hair has been dyed since I was 12 lol#me#my face#selfie#personal#dyed hair#piercings#blue eyes#red lips#lipstick
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